Jesus gave me the strenghth to overcome

First of all i'm not good at  english and please if there are many mistakes sorry....

I was grown up in christan family but i didn't know Jesus well i was doing something as an atheist.

I hated myself & wanted to die

I was brought up in a christian home & everything but I never really cared about God & my problems slowly all started when I was about 5 years old.

I don't remember much of what got me to do the things I did I just remember myself constantly doing it. I remember being very young & going to my cousins house she was an only child at the time which means she had her own room & everything. My two sisters & I were always over her house, we were basically best friends.

Urge still came even more stronger

Hi all. My name is Fredrick and im 19. I wrote a testimony here same category 'IN CHAINS OF MASTURBATION SINCE I WAS 12' a while back and I promised to write back just saying how Ive been able to cope with my new life, i guess, and all.

It started after being molested

My name is Valerie and where do I start. I remember my first time masturbating was at the age of eight or nine. Also had my first organism at that time.

It started after being molested by some cousins. One particular incident stood out. I was nine at the time. We lived in a apartment complex. Our cousins lived four apartments away.

The devil fills my mind with guilt

Hey guys, I believe in the verse by the power of their testimonies they were healed in revelations.

I am 20 years old and remember I started masturbating when I was 10. It all started when this kid in primary who I used to tutor with 'touched' me I remember hating the feeling but wanting to feel it again and so the cycle started. A part of me knew what I was doing was wrong but I didn't want to stop.

Stop eating the Sand

Hello, my name is Joe and I am from California. I have been struggling with masturbation since I was in 7th grade. I'm 19 now and have yet to fully conquer it. But because of this site I have finally found the answer to my prayers.

First before I tell my story I want to thank, Penelope and Fred, because there stories combined have helped to answer my prayers.

In chains of masturbation since I was 12

My name is Fred. Two days ago I read a testimony by Penelope on this site, same topic and thought I might share my transformation since that time. I recently turned 19 and I've been tied to the chains of masturbation since I was 12. It all started with watching pornography back in 2006 which increased my sexual urge. Having sex with a girl was a bit more demanding because of the results of it; STDs, pregnancies etc so I thought I might find my own pleasure, which I did. I got so deep that I wasn't doing it for pleasure anymore but just because I could not stop.

Addicted to mild pornogrophy and masturbation

Hi, my name is Emily

Okay, this all started when I was about 5 years old. My cousin, (let's just call her Mary for the sake of privacy) had been kissing me, touching me, and doing many other things to me that a normal child in kindergarten should not be doing. Now that I look back at it, it was truly sickening and discusting that a 4 and 5 year old were doing such things.

I've struggled with this addiction for over 20 years

I promised God that I would share my testimony if He delivered me from Masturbation. I've not been faithful considering He set me free a long while ago. I started masturbating when I was about 8 years of age. During that time I got sexually abused from my brother and cousine, got exposed to sexual articles and began masturbating although I didn't understand what it was.  

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