Hello my name is John Williams . I am 34 year's old and the father of 3. I will start with a by saying that what I'm going to tell is 100% true some may not be leave it but it did happen. As I said I am 34 years old but what I didn't say is that I am disabled have been for 6 year's now I have a condition call C.R.P.S type 2 it's a very painful pain condition. I also want to say that I have always been a ferm believer in the Lord God and I believe that that's the only reason that I'm alive now.
I have had problems with my back since I was 15 years old but I became a father early in my life and I worked through the pain for years to provide for my family but when the C.R.P. Sunday come along I tried but could not work anymore so I put in for disability and was denied so I had to fight for 5 long years and it was in those long years that I lost my way and faith in God for info those 5 year's I lost everything that I'd worked so hard and though so much pain for my wife had to work 2 jobs just so we could have a roof over our heads there where many a night that I had to watch my kids go to bed still hungry because there wasn't enough food to feel there stomachs (so a lot of nights I did not eat so they could have enough) and as a man who loved his family more than life itself and wanted more than anything to be able to provide for them like I had before but just couldn't (I tried so hard to work this the pain but I just could not do it) I felt not like a man anymore but a failure not just as a man but as a father also and as far as I can remember that's all I ever really wanted to be in life is a good husband and father, so I became very depressed and I lost my faith in God.
One night I felt a new pain in my back but not the lower back but the upper part but I was in so much pain I paid it no mind and after 3 or 4 days of hardly any sleep it was around 6 in the morning I'd gotten no sleep the night before I saw my wife off to work and with it being a weekend there was no school so I went to lay down, that's when my life changed forever.
After lying down I fell asleep very quickly and awoke in HELL and it wasn't like I didn't know where I was or what had happened some how I knew I'd died. I was in he'll and I knew it I tried standing up but could only get to my hands and knees there was screaming coming from every direction, I couldn't stand because the fear there is like a thick fog that whighs you down I looked and all I could see is millions of naked souls screaming in pain suffering and for every soul there was a Demon I can't tell you what they looked like because I've nothing to compare them to all I can say if you seen one on earth that I believe that you would die on the spot of fear the landscape of he'll is like the pictures you see of Mars (red and dusty and nothing alive) but wish so many damned souls that they are in tangled.
I looked at the man to my left side because he was screaming "no more please no more!" and I seen why, his demon with a hand with fingers but not fingers where they should have been there where (the only way I can explain it) like hinged tiles (like an eaglehas) stuck one in each of the man's eyes and one under his chin and ripped his face off of his head and seconds later his face returned to be ripped off again. I looked away only to see my demon coming for me, I did not try to get away for I knew that was impossible so I closed my eyes and prayed to the Lord to please let me go back I felt it grab my leg and I prayed harder say Lord if you let me go back to my wife and children I will never again losses my faith in you, just then I heard a voice that seemed a long way away that said "we got him back" I opened my eyes, and I seen a EMT that had just shocked my heart I thanked God and passed out. I did not wake up for 3 days,when I did I was in the ICU unit of a hospital and was told that my heart had stopped because I'd stopped because I had a very bad pmoania (I am sorry for the miss spellings).
After a weeks stay in hospital I returned home with a new and better outlook on life even though nothing had changed but I had my faith back and it wasn't very long that I was approved for my disability and got 5 years of back pay. Now I live with the pain with a whole new outlook knowing that it couldalways be worse I believe that God showed me hell in part to tell others that have lost faith what it's like and if hell is that bad just think how great heaven is. Well that's my story and I pray that you believe it because it really did happen to me and if it happened to me it could happen to you and if it does you may not be as blessed as I was to get a second chance and come back, and I know that I will never go back because I live my life in the foot prints of the Lord.